Anyone ever heard of the website Get Off My Internets? Well apparently it's a thing and I just discovered it. Basically it's a website for people to hate on bloggers. I don't bring it up because I'm mentioned on it, not at all. My little blog is of absolutely no importance in the blogging world. I'm not on anyone's radar by any means. After reading some of the forums and articles from this website I am relieved that my blog has not attracted any widespread attention. Honestly I go back and forth about keeping this blog. I'm not as committed as most bloggers and my life is pretty boring. I can't brag about all the "fun" things I do because that just isn't where we are in our lives yet. We are poor students with a kid so most of our time is spent working, going to school and spending any free time we have together as a family. I understand that people won't be genuinely interested in any of this. So I go back and forth each week about keeping a blog because I don't want it to appear that I am trying to be something I'm not. But then I keep it because we'll do something fun, take some pictures, and I like having a creative outlet to share with the people who are important to me.
I started this blog with some of the same intentions most bloggers start out with, to inform friends and family. Though some strangers have crept their way to this site, my blog by no means has a following. I think I prefer it this way. Where I currently am living blogging is kind of the thing to do when you get married. You're in love, the honeymoon is still going and you want all your friends and family to know just how much you adore your new husband and developing relationship. Then the babies come and you want to tell the world how much you love your children and how blessed you feel to be a parent. All this is pretty innocent when it comes down to it. I don't think there is anything wrong with wanting to express your appreciation for your family online. I guarantee I will continue to do so on this blog. I love my family and I'm not going to apologize for it. I'm also not going to pretend that they are not what consumes my life. Reading the musings of a young mother I assume is pretty boring for anyone outside of our circle. Days home spent with a baby who doesn't do much more then eat, poop and speak adorably in his own language probably doesn't warrant blog posts or people reading them. I'm a stay at home mom, work at home mom (I don't think I've ever shared on here that I have a job. Yes I'm a working mother), and a part time student finishing her last couple semesters. All this won't interest the majority of you. That's fine, however, I'm going to keep taking pictures of my family and talking about the boring things that we do together here on this blog. If my blog ever gains more readers I'm sure I'll be criticized for trying to be like other mommy bloggers or for simply being boooorrrinnggg. Thankfully this is my space and I can do whatever I want with it :)
I have noticed that there is something that happens with many blogs. Most start out innocently but then they become popular in a saturated environment, sponsors come in, the blog becomes monetized and the content becomes boring and sponsored. I think it's great that some people can grow their blog into a profitable existence but once everything sounds sponsored and insincere I stop following. I don't think this blog of mine will ever grow beyond what it is today but honestly I don't care. This small portion of the internet that belongs to me is simply a space to keep me creative. I keep a personal journal and I take pictures that I don't share in this space, but it's nice to have an outlet where I can muse and share with a community of family, friends and strangers. I will work to keep this space honest and sincere.
Thank you to those of you who read!